30 day challenge – day 11&12

Day 11 is easy- I’m in a relationship that is great and can’t comment on single life as I’m not living that.

Day 12-
‘Things I want to say to my ex’

I don’t know whether anyone I’m very close to knows my ‘ex’ although he wasn’t really an ex, just someone I cared about very much and maybe even loved.. At the time.

There’s a lot I want to say to you, if I tried really hard I think I could write pages.
I thought about writing the story we share into a book, but i just got angry every time I tried.
I tried to give your character a reason for doing what you did, but none of them ever made me feel any better. I really tried to forgive you, but I don’t think I ever will.
There’s probably things you deserve to know. Intact there is.
But you’re not going to know them, because I’ll never know the things I deserve to know from you.
As much as I want to write and write about you and what I have to say to you.

You don’t deserve to know what or how I think of you and you never will again.

‘Guy mates’

So my bestfriends (the girls) told me to write about my bestfriends (the guys).

There’s a lot I can say about them all.
I could list their names and state the things I love about each one of them.

I won’t embarrass them that much.
They’re all typical guys. They’ll all you ‘gay’ if you try and get soppy or emotional with them, they throw food at eachother and talk with their mouths full. The ‘banter’ can sometimes go a bit far but that’s because they’re guys and were girls and girls just can’t do banter, they take it to heart.

I wouldn’t change any of them for the world though.

They will always be there if you’re feeling down and will listen to you moan on at them about nothing in particular. They’re hugs are the best, you know that they’re really genuine and they can keep a secret.

Some of the things they say and do can be some of the funniest things I’ve ever witnessed. Or some of the weirdest. If you’ve never seen somebody eat a tea bag then you’re obviously not friends with these guys.
They will look after you when you’re not feeling too good or if you just feel a lot like poo.
Talking of poo their farts are absolutely disgusting.
They don’t care what us girls look like and don’t mind if we’re hair scraped back with no makeup on in a hoodie. We don’t have to make an effort for them or be careful what we do or say because it really doesn’t matter to them.(i hope!)
I can’t wait to have most of them round this weekend. They’ll probably wreck the place but we’ll have so much fun.
They’re absolutely crazy but I love them so much. They’ve cheered me up just writing about them. They’ve been my friends for about 3 years and I don’t think I’ll ever find any as special and lovely as these guys if I looked for the rest of my life.
‘HA. GAYYYYYEEEEE’

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