Today has been a simple day but its been a lovely one.
If you’d read my previous posts you’d know that I have this kind of obsessive love for criminal minds. I’m very lucky in the fact that three of my bestfriends share this with love with me.
So, we spent the day on my sofa, with bags of crisps, packets of strawberry laces, bars of chocolate and bowls of chips. We ate and ate whilst we watched criminal minds one episode after the other. We watched all our favourite ones ( mainly the ones that starred spencer) again and again. I loved it. We occasionally paused it and talked about random things like people & the future, our plans and even got onto the topic of religion.
Then we went for a walk and stopped at the park we haven’t been to in years. That was nice because we just got to swing and talk about the days when we’d run to get the middle swing and try and kick each other as we got higher.
It’s been so simple but so lovely. Now we’re all in my bed, talking and laughing and it’s just so lovely. I genuinely hope that it stays this way forever & college doesn’t change the relationship we have now in any way but for the better.

Around the corner..

I know the phrase ‘you never know what’s waiting for you around the corner’ is very typical and overused but it’s so true.
You never know what or who will be waiting around that corner on your path of life.
You don’t know if you’re going to meet someone that will change your life. You don’t know if you’ll be given news that causes your heart to silently shatter into a thousand pieces never to be repaired again.
Too many people I know are greeted by some nasty things around that well talked about corner.
My nanna for example. Was met with an aneurism (I think that’s the correct spelling) and now she’ll never turn another corner again because that was her last. She planned to travel to so many places after the Christmas period in which she died. She was going to see so much of the World, she was going to have adventures! She had so much ahead of her but never got there.
Those corners of life can do so much in so little time..
My whole life has slowly been put into perspective this year and now I want to do something about it.
People usually create bucket lists when they’re expecting to die but why wait until you know?
Tomorrow I’m going to post a bucket list & try to complete the majority of it in the summer – so obviously they’re going to be reasonable targets.
Sorry if I’ve been a bit cringey/pathetic/sad/morbid right now.. Just thinking about a lot!


Not a nice topic, I know.
We had a funeral at the pub yesterday. The family came the day before and put up loads and loads of pictures of their dad who had passed away.
Of course, I had a nosey at them.
This guy had been in the navy, met amazing people, been given awards, did great things for the scouts and was in the paper.
All I could think was ‘I hope I have this much to show for my life when I die’
Of course, he lived until he was quite old, so had a long time to achieve a lot of things.
But at the same time, we’re all only getting older- what do we have to show for our lives? I have a book and the charity day I organised.. But that’s it. For nearly 16 years.
I really want to do more, so the picture boards will be jam packed at my funeral.
Love from me x

‘Questions people will never ask you.’

I saw that a blog I follow (she’s called floodedroses, I Reccomend you having a look at her blog!) had done a post called 99 questions people will never ask you – probably because it will allow them to find out absolutely pointless information. I thought I’d give it a go anyway, seeing as i can’t sleep. You can learn some useless stuff about me too! It’s win- win you see;)

1: Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?

I take ‘closet’ means wardrobe? Well, they’re slide doors so I’m not fussed!

2: Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel?


3: Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out?

Out mostly, but if its cold or I’m feeling sad I’ll tuck them in and cuddle my teddy. 🙂

4: Have you ever stolen a street sign before?

No. I’m pretty sure Harvey has though. Once he brought me a huge canvass sign thing advertising a local circus.

5: Do you like to use post-it notes?

No, they always fall off and they’re too small to write anything of significance on. They also get wasted by teachers.

6: Do you cut out coupons but then never use them?


7: Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of bees?

Neither to be very honest. Maybe me and the bear would have some heartwarming moment like on ‘how to train your dragon’ and we’ll become the first legalised bear-woman marriage.

8: Do you have freckles?

No. I really wish i did though!

9: Do you always smile for pictures?

I try to!

10: What is your biggest pet peeve?

I hate it when people don’t cough and they obviously need to because their voice is all croaky.
12: Have you ever peed in the woods?

..I’m pretty sure i have. If not I’ve peed in a big field… And Sarah’s back garden

13: What about pooped in the woods?

No poo shall leave my body unless it’s entering a household toilet.

14: Do you ever dance even if there’s no music playing?


15: Do you chew your pens and pencils?

Every time.

16: How many people have you slept with this week?


17: What size is your bed?


18: What is your Song of the week?

I have many, although I’m liking :
The vamps : what about love
Mkto : classic
Sleeping with sirens ft Matty Mullins : congratulations.

19: Is it okay for guys to wear pink?


20: Do you still watch cartoons?

Who doesn’t?

21: Whats your least favourite movie?

Hmmm.. I found This one hard. Can’t think of any I don’t like and if Incan I can’t remember what they’re called!! :/

22: Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some?

In the field next to my house!
23: What do you drink with dinner?

Water or juice 🙂
24: What do you dip a chicken nugget in?

Ketchup every time.

25: What is your favourite food?

There’s quite a Long list.
I really like peanut butter chocolate like reeses, those pink and blue fizzy cola bottles and chicken’s nice too:)

26: What movies could you watch over and over and still love?

Oh god,
The delinquents
Phantom of the opera
The perks of being a wallflower
Dirty dancing
Finding never land
School of rock

27: Last person you kissed/kissed you?


28: Were you ever a boy/girl scout?


29: Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine?

Never ever ever ever.

30: When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper?

I wrote to my cousin John whilst he was in Afghanistan with the army just after Christmas.

31: Can you change the oil on a car?


32: Ever gotten a speeding ticket?

I don’t drive yet! 😦

33: Ever ran out of gas?

I don’t drive

34: Favorite kind of sandwich?


35: Best thing to eat for breakfast?

I do love porridge.

36: What is your usual bedtime?

9.00pm/10:00pm or later if I can’t sleep:(

37: Are you lazy?

Not when it comes to work – but if it means moving to get the remote from the other side of the room I’ll just watch whatever is on the channel I’m watching..

38: When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween?

A witch, a devil, a fairy.

39: What is your Chinese astrological sign?

The ox.

40: How many languages can you speak?

English and German.

41: Do you have any magazine subscriptions?


42: Which are better Legos or Lincoln logs?

Lincoln logs? Definitely Lego.

43: Are you stubborn?


44: Who is better…Leno or Letterman?


45: Ever watch soap operas?

46: Are you afraid of heights?

Hmm.. No!

47: Do you sing in the car?

Depends who I am with!

48: Do you sing in the shower?


49: Do you dance in the car?

As much as I can.

50: Ever used a gun?

Yeah, only to shoot clay pigeons though!

51: Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?

Just before leaving school.

52: Do you think musicals are cheesy?


53: Is Christmas stressful?

Yes, the pub gets uber busy and mum goes crazy!

54: Ever eat a pierogi?

The fact that I have no idea what pierogi is tells me I haven’t.

55: Favorite type of fruit pie?

Apple or damson:)

56: Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?

Wanted to be a princess, then when I realised I had to be royal blood I wanted to be a police woman so I’d never have to be arrested and then since I was about 7 I wanted to be a teacher. I still do. There was a brief time in those 8 years I wanted to be a criminal barrister but no, teaching I think.

57: Do you believe in ghosts?


58: Ever have a Déjà-vu feeling?

59: Take a vitamin daily?

Is cod liver oil a vitamin?

60: Wear slippers?

Yes, that or socks!
61: Wear a bath robe?


62: What do you wear to bed?

Clothes or nothing eh eh;)

63: First concert?

Rudimental and labyrinth supporting plan B. my first and very favourite concert!
Oh my god. Tell a lie, I saw kylie minogue when I was like 9!

64: Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?

Wal-Mart sounds fun?

65: Nike or Adidas?

Nike air- max are horrifying and purely for that I choose Adidas

66: Cheetos or Fritos?

Never had either?

67: Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?


68: Ever hear of the group Tress Bien?


69: Ever take dance lessons?

Yes. Ballet and street! Hated them both. :/

70: Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?

i dont know!

71: Can you curl your tongue?


72: Ever won a spelling bee?

No, never entered.

73: Have you ever cried because you were so happy?


74: Own any record albums?

No. My dad has literally all of them though. Which I suppose makes me co- owner;)

75: Own a record player?

No. Again, my dad does!

76: Regularly burn incense?


77: Ever been in love?


78: Who would you like to see in concert?

Pierce the veil.

79: What was the last concert you saw?

Imagine dragons. They were AMAZING.

80: Hot tea or cold tea?

HOT! 😀

81: Tea or coffee?


82: Sugar or snicker doodles?

Snicker Doodles sound awesome?

83: Can you swim well?

Well enough!

84: Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?


85: Are you patient?

Not one bit.

86: DJ or band, at a wedding?

Band seems so much more traditional/sophisticated/lovely!

87: Ever won a contest?

I won a pink candle in primary once for answering a news letter question right!

88: Ever have plastic surgery?


89: Which are better black or green olives?

Neither, evil little grape frauds.

90: Can you knit or crochet?


91: Best room for a fireplace?

Living Room

92: Do you want to get married?


93: If married, how long have you been married?

I’m not.

94: Who was your HS crush?

I liked Harvey for quite a big part of high school- other times i just drifted fr boy to boy;)))

95: Do you cry and throw a fit until you get your own way?


96: Do you have kids?


97: Do you want kids?


98: Whats your favourite colour?


99: Do you miss anyone right now?

I’ll always miss my beautiful nanna.

Well done if you suffered through until the end!

Thanks for reading this!

Love from me x


I thought I’d let you all know what I thought of the Disney film ‘Brave’, whether you want to know what I thought or not.
It didn’t appeal to me at first, some animated scots prancing around in kilts killing bears, I want pretty princesses and love and all that jazz!
But to be honest, I really enjoyed it today. I haven’t left the sofa and I refuse to change from my pajamas because it’s my day off until exams tomorrow.
First off, merida’s hair is absolutely gorgeous! I LOVE red hair and I’m insanely jealous of my brother and boyfriend who are both gingers. To top it off, she has beautiful frizz and curl to it, which is exactly how I love mine… But I have to use heat to get It that way.

20130610-160632.jpg just look at it! Beautiful!!!
Then, they’re Scottish. I love the accent, I think it’s so amusing, much better than mine which isn’t an accent at all. 😦
Merida has three small brothers, who part way through turn into bears. I want them! They’re adorable and so mischievous!

Last but certainly not least, the story line is so refreshing!
It’s not about some princess who wears big pretty dresses, dreams of love and loves to read, Merida hates her dress because it prevents her from using her bow and arrow to the best of her ability. She can hit the bullseye better than any of the boys and hates the thought of marriage. Her story isn’t that she finally finds someone and falls in love, she accidentally turns her mother, who disapproves of her not wanting to marry or wear dresses into a bear!! they quest to find the witch who did this to her to help them turn her mother back before its too late and the spell becomes permanent. This results in the improvement of their relationship and her father almost killing her mother because he mistook her for an evil bear.
I really loved this film and recommend it, especially to huge Disney and fairy tale friends like myself!!
Love from me x



So, Friday is our last ever day in high school.
Of course, we have to go back for exams, but we’ll never have normal lessons, or break or lunch ever again.
In three years we’ll be like ‘michaela who?’ And ‘what was his name, I’m sure I sat next to him in chemistry!’ It’s just going to be SO WEIRD.
I am really sad about leaving. All these people I’ve spent 5 years getting comfortable around, Gone. Replaced by hundreds of other people in college.
I’m really excited to be ‘moving on’, ‘going into the world’ etc etc but its just such a shame to leave.
Now it’s like ‘oh, Michaela and her friends poked you up the bum? Oh yeah that’s normal’ to ‘she did WHAT? What a weirdo.’ And I’m really quite sad.
My bestfriends aren’t in college with me, they’re in sixth form or at different colleges.
Who will I sit with at break and lunch?
Who will I mess around with in lessons?
Who will I run up to with gossip?
Waah! The first few weeks are going to be tough. I don’t want to make new friends. I want to keep all mine that ate my friends now. I can’t imagine being friends with anybody else, noone could ever be as close to me, replace them or be as special to me as they are.
I’m listening to take thats ‘never forget’ and it’s making me cry.

‘Guy mates’

So my bestfriends (the girls) told me to write about my bestfriends (the guys).

There’s a lot I can say about them all.
I could list their names and state the things I love about each one of them.

I won’t embarrass them that much.
They’re all typical guys. They’ll all you ‘gay’ if you try and get soppy or emotional with them, they throw food at eachother and talk with their mouths full. The ‘banter’ can sometimes go a bit far but that’s because they’re guys and were girls and girls just can’t do banter, they take it to heart.

I wouldn’t change any of them for the world though.

They will always be there if you’re feeling down and will listen to you moan on at them about nothing in particular. They’re hugs are the best, you know that they’re really genuine and they can keep a secret.

Some of the things they say and do can be some of the funniest things I’ve ever witnessed. Or some of the weirdest. If you’ve never seen somebody eat a tea bag then you’re obviously not friends with these guys.
They will look after you when you’re not feeling too good or if you just feel a lot like poo.
Talking of poo their farts are absolutely disgusting.
They don’t care what us girls look like and don’t mind if we’re hair scraped back with no makeup on in a hoodie. We don’t have to make an effort for them or be careful what we do or say because it really doesn’t matter to them.(i hope!)
I can’t wait to have most of them round this weekend. They’ll probably wreck the place but we’ll have so much fun.
They’re absolutely crazy but I love them so much. They’ve cheered me up just writing about them. They’ve been my friends for about 3 years and I don’t think I’ll ever find any as special and lovely as these guys if I looked for the rest of my life.


Leaving school

It’s getting to the end of the year, exams are on the horizon and everyone’s getting ready to say goodbye. I have 4 chemistry lessons left. 4.
I genuinely said ‘SHIT’ loudly when our teacher Announced that. The realisation of the fact I have an exam in chemistry after 4 more lessons and the fact school time with my friends is nearly over hit me in that short moment she told us we have 4 lessons left.
Soon I’ll start college- which don’t get me wrong I’m so excited about – and I’ll say goodbye to the majority of my friends and all of my teachers and have to start all over again getting to know a new place and new people. I don’t want to 😦
My friends are absolutely insane and I can’t imagine a school day without them, how is this happening so soon? It feels like yesterday I started in year 7 and was awkwardly stating my name for the people in my class in a hope to make friends.
Why do the government this is okay? Letting us spend 4 years getting to know people and building up relationships with the people you love and then suddenly when you turn 16 they take it away and send you off to start again at college.
Sorry for the over dramatic description.
I’m not happy about this.


recently, i seem to have gained quite a few… followers? is that what we call them? 

so I just wanted to express my thanks to all of you blogging boffins that are taking the time to read my posts, because in all honestly i never thought anyone would. i didnt think anyone would follow me either, but you have.. so thankyou, so much!!
i do try to post as often as i can, i know i’m not a daily blogger, but my time is split in so many directions i get dizzy!
i’ll write soon!


Christmas Gifts.

Christmas. Today, it’s 69 (ooo-err!) day’s until the day we all wake up, and sit in our jimmies opening various presents in front of the fir-blaah blah blah.
My parents own a pub, so I’ve always known Christmas to be the day that my parents are too busy working for christmas,and we would open our presents in the evening with Dad’s rhythmic snoring in the background after a few too many sherries and more than his share of mince pies. Although the pretty lights and novelty decorations are equally exciting factors of Christmas, most people agree that the gifts old saint nick brings us the night before is the most exciting part. Now, it’s easy to ask for the presents, a new phone, laptop, ipad (mostly technical items, have you noticed?) But when it comes to buying people gifts, it can leave a lot of people like me stumped.
Especially Boys, what the hell do you get them? If they come from a completely planet like often said, how are you meant to know what they like or want for christmas? You could go all simple, such as chocolate or deodorant, or even clothes. If you want something special or a significantly good present I have absolutley no idea where to start, and to be perfectly honest, have great difficulty deciding what to get my boyfriend this year.
Christmas in my house wouldn’t happen without my mum. She decorates the house, cooks the dinner, buys the presents, wraps the presents…etc etc. I don’t know whether my dad’s just a lazy one (which, when it comes to family he is) but my mum does everything, anyway. Therefore, I like to give her something special each year. Last year, (feel free to take my idea..;) ) I wrapped up various things, (I bought her a coat she liked, but didn’t buy to save money, some fluffy socks, some bath things, a pretty candle,a nice pair of earrings…) And wrapped them up seperatley, and labelled them ‘to my taxi driver’ ‘to my cook’ ‘to my cleaner’ ‘to my bestfriend’ etc.. So she had lots to open. 🙂 but this year, I don’t know how I’m going to top it…